Yea, so it's been awhile.

I'd like to say hi to all of the two people who still check this site ( Hi Mom and Dad) and apologize. I sort of left without any notice or explanation and I want to set a few things straight. I stopped writing because things were going a little crazy on my home front and also in general with the world. It seemed like every other day there was news about the murder of a child or some other atrocity that I just don't even want to write down and it really hit me hard. It's hard to write about funny stuff when every other thing you see is painful. Also I got caught up in the evil numbers game. I know it sounds strange and silly but I was so obsessed with how many people were looking at my page and what they wanted to read and if I was funny enough that writing soon became a chore. It was to the point where it was stressful to come up with something to write about every day and if you guys would like it and if it was good enough, or I was good enough which is beyond ridiculous I know. ( because obviously I am awesome ) ; )

I'm a member of quite a few other sites and honestly they are these amazing women who post something everyday like clockwork and it's always interesting or funny or creative and as much as I would love to be able to put out that much awesomeness it just isn't going to happen. I started this blog as something fun to do. Something that I enjoyed that maybe would give another person a small smile when they read and that was it. It was suppose to be a small little thing that I could have fun with and release some thoughts to. I like writing..it might not always be gold and it might not be every day with the most member count but this is sort of like my therapy and if you can relate and if we can have a laugh together I think it's done it's job and I'm happy with that. Nothing more.

So I think I'm going to pick it up, I've had these crappy nights where I'm so exhausted but unable to sleep with all the thoughts going on so I'm hoping writing a little will help. I can't promise a post every day, I can't even promise once a week but if you want to stick with me and keep reading then I promise that I will eventually post some stuff again and God knows it will be embarrassing which usually makes for funny writing so you are welcome ( I didn't choose the awkward life, the awkward life chose me).

I love all your beautiful faces who have supported me through this weird little time and have been asking about my blog, your encouragement is more than I deserve. I really hope you guys have an awesome weekend.
Much Love,
- Nickie